If anything, it just makes Sean adore her that much more, her willingness to take things so slowly, to taunt him so beautifully and just enjoy it all the while. Everything winds up being a reflection on her, but it makes him feel amazing just by association, so it all works out. It feels amazing by way of her mouth on him as well, of course, and so any overly introspective thoughts are quite effectively drowned out by those just pleading for more. His fingertips dig briefly into her shoulder, blunt nails pressing into her skin before he gains control again and draws back to fist his hand in the sheets, though he doesn't let hers go with the other for an instant.