It'd be one thing if this were just about getting him off. Meredith would give in to the desire to accomplish just that if it were. Today, though, it isn't even just about taking their time, being patient. It's embarrassing sometimes, how much he makes her feel adored, something she doesn't actually feel she deserves but wants anyway, and she intends to give him that in return, drawing back to trail first kisses, then her tongue along him again, taking him into her mouth slowly.