Meredith hesitates, not wanting to give him an answer that's pure cop-out and not really sure what that answer would be either. "I don't know," she says finally, because it only seems fair to be honest. "I think so. Yes. It's... I don't like it. Of course I don't. But I'm not going to hold you accountable for something you might have done either. And what you did do..." She stops, fumbling for the words to express what she feels, mixed up as that is. It's not like the fact that he makes her happy in any way makes up for what he did to the man he did it to, let alone to Theresa, but she gets to take it into account. "I can deal with it. If I were just here for the good, there'd be no point."