Sean Cassidy (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
missingthekeep) wrote2013-11-05 01:17 am
missingthekeep) wrote2013-11-05 01:17 am
Entry tags:
Endings and Beginnings
Deep breaths, now, boyo. Easy does it.
Sean takes the steps up to Meredith's apartment two at a time, his heart in his throat. It's not that he's nervous, exactly, as this is far from the most unnerving thing he's done today, but he really doesn't want to be doing it. He's turned it over every which way in his head and he just doesn't see how it can be anything but the right thing to do, but it still somehow feels like a mistake. That doesn't make any sense, though. He can practically still hear the sirens tailing him, for Christ's sake, and alright, maybe that will prove to be a mistake in time, but this? Pulling away from Meredith for her own good? It's just a natural consequence of things.
Now if only all of his perfectly reasoned justifications made him feel less miserable about it.
Sighing as he gets to her door, he musters up all the nerve he has (which is quite a lot, as it happens) and knocks, going over all of his rehearsed lines in his head one last time.
Sean takes the steps up to Meredith's apartment two at a time, his heart in his throat. It's not that he's nervous, exactly, as this is far from the most unnerving thing he's done today, but he really doesn't want to be doing it. He's turned it over every which way in his head and he just doesn't see how it can be anything but the right thing to do, but it still somehow feels like a mistake. That doesn't make any sense, though. He can practically still hear the sirens tailing him, for Christ's sake, and alright, maybe that will prove to be a mistake in time, but this? Pulling away from Meredith for her own good? It's just a natural consequence of things.
Now if only all of his perfectly reasoned justifications made him feel less miserable about it.
Sighing as he gets to her door, he musters up all the nerve he has (which is quite a lot, as it happens) and knocks, going over all of his rehearsed lines in his head one last time.