"O' course nae," Sean says, and this time he does get back up, rising quickly and unsteadily to his feet as he shakes his head. "D'ye think I'd be so torn up o'er this if that were the case? Nae, I jus'... I need to know that ye won't. Nae again, an' ye ken that I'm nae talkin' 'bout when ye're at work or when ye're showerin' an' whatnot. Now, I- I'm nae sayin' that I'll give ye cause like that again, but God only knows I'm a screw-up, Meredith, an' all I've got ta offer ye is me best. I thought I was through wi' worryin' whether it'd be enough a long time ago, 'cause that's no feelin' t'build a marriage on. An' we've obviously got very different ideas 'bout what it meant when ye did it, but I need ye t'understand why it mattered. That's all."