"Not what I what?" Meredith asks. Her hands drop to the side as she sighs. This is the wrong time to get into this, she knows that, and it's unfair to pick a fight when he's in this state, but she's not the one saying things like that and she can't just run off and leave him to push it aside while she clears her head. She can't just let this go. "What did I do that was so terrible? Because you're right, it has, it has been weeks and you haven't said anything to make me think we aren't okay until tonight."