"I am," Meredith agrees, nodding. There's no doubt in her mind about that. However long she's been away from hospital work, she's still good at what she does, as much as anyone can be with so little to keep their hand in. "But you know I'd rather not have to." It was a relief to turn him over to someone else the other day, even if that's not entirely true, even if she'd rather be sure it's being done properly and therefore by her. She just doesn't trust she'll always be steady enough for it.