"Now might be a good time to start figuring that out," Meredith says, reaching up to cup his cheek, still watching him. It's a lot to handle for her; she can't imagine what he must be going through with this. Under all the concern, though, and the uncertainty is curiosity. With all the trouble the Widow's caused, intentional or accidental, she has to wonder what she's like firsthand and if she'll even get to find out. It only gets harder from here, he's said, and she believes it.