"It is," Meredith says, lifting a hand in a gesture that's far less certain. "Fine. It's fine." It's the same feeling she gets when she's forgotten something, though, everything just a little off because of it. "I think it's just, the transition was sudden, you know? Fighting and then this. I'm not saying I don't want to, I do, I want you, I just... need a minute to adjust."