"S'pose it has, at that," Sean says, like that thought hasn't been one of the foremost in his thoughts for a very long time now. His own smile is small and tired, but no less felt. "I'd even wager more'n some, but that's me. Jus' the things I need ta be apologizin' fer, then. That better?" Of which there are a lot more than he feels there has any right to be, but that's neither a new problem nor one that's exclusive to his relationship with Meredith. Not the greatest thing in the world to have to get used to, that, but it is what it is. He is who he is.